Thursday 7 December 2017

Standby Wars: Return of the Hedgehog

Hello my lovely loves,

I'm afraid it's time for Standby Hedgehog again, as I seem to be going through a little bit of a sticky patch at the moment. Clearly all the Christmas prep has been too much for me!
I also need to find ways of countering excitement, as it's pretty much the hardest emotion to control and is extremely exhausting! Any tips, people, then let me know.

I've actually been chronicling this drop a little bit by taking short videos on my iPhone, so I may post that at some point in the future.
I've always kept this side of my illness very private, but with the release of Unrest, it's made me realise the good sharing these things does. I'm still not sure about showing the world what I look like when I ugly cry though... so we’ll see what happens. I may not be ready to share yet, or indeed ever, but at least I know I have the option.

In the mean time, here is Standby Hedgehog on a giant pile of candy canes...